Are you out there?
I wonder what you’re doing.
I wonder what you’re feeling.
Happy, confused, sad…
I hope you’re confused.
Not because I want you to be confused, but because
About a lot of things.
I wonder how we’ll meet.
Accidentally, maybe, running into each other – literally.
Oh, I don’t know,
Look at me making up scenarios in my head
Well, wherever you are
I hope you’re thinking about me.
I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach
Uneasy and writhing
Like an agitated snake
Lunging for the mouse that is holed up
In the knot beneath my shoulder
How dare you try and –
I cannot believe you would –
The nerve of you to –
WOULD YOU LET ME FINISH?
I have a thousand and one sparkling golden bestseller ideas just bouncing around in my head
and you are hampering my ability
to translate even
one sentence onto paper
I shall ask you just one more time –
No, I am telling you just one single –
Time is important and you are wasting –
I can’t even think.
This is entirely your fault.